January 25, 2010

Self

I look at everything trying to fit in it all... The only prob is my regrets catches up faster then I can hide from them. Every day I struggle to become something I am not. I really wish this all could go away. Funny thing about that even if it could I really hold onto what I have. I take my regrets and my faults and in the end I see if any good comes out of it. I still wonder if anything is right anymore or wrong. It’s a flat line between good and wrong. I realize this as I try to do both it easy to tell yourself you’re doing it for fun or for the better good. In the end I find I do everything for my own greed. I don't think I can talk about all my sins or crimes. Most are worse than when I stole for food just so I can have something to eat. I remember what I did and no I am not proud of most of it. In the end if I was to forget everything then it would be me who have wronged those I already wronged. To forget what I done in the end is dehorning those individual.

 

January 6, 2010

Happy New Year

Happy New Year everyone! If you are still hung over, it's time to go back to work people!

December 30, 2009

Coffe before bed

Drinks for thought..

I work graves for those who don't know me, and I love my job as the support tech. Even when the clients seem a little stupid for even me. Anyways today when my shift ended i got a little hungry and of course i take two busses and a train to get back to my place. So having a small cup of coffee isn't really a bad idea to stay awake for three hours. However going to bed isn't really was a bright idea once i got back. Especially when i have a turn around shift were i only get 2 hours of sleep at most if i am lucky before heading back to work. Waking up on a two shotter wasn't really bad but either pleasant. Ever have the feeling were you just get irritated about everything and you just can't stop moving. Ya kinda like being on crack like i ever know what that feels like. It's not good and having to sit on a three hour ride to work just almost made me loose it big time. In some ways tho coffee is the poor mans crack.... Ooo and 
one more thing if you do this don't eat anything right away when you wake up. Burned a new whole in my ass and it wasn't pleasurable.

 

December 2, 2009

Mr411 on Baby Farts

My little nephew is cute but when he farts, IT EXPLODES! In this video, I air some dirty laundry.

December 1, 2009

Words are fun!

Here are some other words that are fun to say!